looking

forward to this week. And this is why.

Lately, honestly, I've been weak. I've abandoned this... this intangible thing. The comfort of control and dwindling numbers. In a month or so I'll have had this blog for a year. I'd love to reach my GW by then... 100.

Honestly, it started as 103... but I it 109 or something like that, and 100 seemed tangible. I could taste it.

But this week, I'm back to my tried-and-true method. I haven't weighed myself since last time, and I'm not going to weigh myself till Saturday morning.

So...
Monday: 400
Tuesday: 300
Wednesday: 200
Thursday: 100
Friday: 100

Friday will be a liquid-fast day, tea, broth, coffee

Today:
B: coffee - 30
L: rice cake + grapes - 100
S: string cheese - 80
D: cooked cabbage - 90

= 300

Well... that gives me 100 calories of wiggle room. Incase I didn't calculate right I suppose.



I can't wait for Saturday morning.