I guess. I feel huge. I feel ok. I was unfired, then re-fired, now its been over a month since my boss has seen or talked to me. I can't stick with a consistent feeling: anger, resentment depression, sympathy, fear, anxiety, indifference...
Maybe hate.
I keep switching my blog to private, because I'm paranoid as well.
School starts soon.
The skin on my thighs is going to rip apart from all the flesh.
I need something to control. I need to a distraction. I need to run away.
Today's intake: 1 peach, 1 hard-boiled egg.
I'll try to run, at least a little.
Emptiness would help.
Numbness would free me.
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