dwelling

on... Nothing.

Since yesterday morning I've been, overwhelmed by anxiety. A debilitating unexplainable anxiety. And I don't know why. Or how to make it go away. But I just want to hide under the covers until it goes away. Like you made monsters go away at night when you were a little kid.

I finished off what was left of a cup of chocolate frozen yogurt. And it tasted like I was supposed to be happy.


I'm just holding it inside.
Waiting for it to pass.

It will.

It usually does.

Edit:
And I badly need a cleanse this weekend... fruit, vegetables, yogurt, eggs... I just need to have that tiny piece of control. Some small facet of me, needs to feel clean.